Later In Life
I started to count the days.
Numbers mocked me as if
I was adding books and rivers.
I couldn't understand how years
were multiplied by so many losses.
When I reread my poems,
letters fell from their pages
and the remaining whiteness was
my own reflection.
I headed home
and memories turned streets to lava.
I then knew I had become
many strangers.
It's Not Easy
Writing poems about aging
facing blank pages at the River Café.
I write time flows differently inside a poem.
and the page catches my reflection.
On the other side of the poem,
my father sits at his desk.
He jots down another stanza,
a rose blooms on the tip of his pen.
He looks up, his face
younger than mine.
Ma Bell
One day, the river
rose from its bed
and went
walking through my poems.
I followed behind, and came
to the junction of many dreams,
didn't know which way to turn.
I thought then,
if only I could go sailing
from telephone pole to telephone pole,
I would reach out
and touch the world.
At Night
I would walk
streets with strange names:
Street of the Innocents,
Street of the Sleeping Pig,
Discharge Street.
For hours, I would watch trucks
and listen
as they went over bridges
like bows
across
violin strings.
Intersection
She left St. Petersburg
when she was fifteen.
Her parents bought her
a one way ticket to Berlin.
He walked from Kiev
through the frozen fields of Poland,
Cyrillic letters
raining where he went.
They met in a small library
where poetry stretched
wide on the shelves
wider than politics,
wider than philosophy,
wider than physics
and I was
already there
in the fireworks of their eyes.